everything is making me nervous. my fan is making a weird noise. I’m afraid it’ll break tonight and I’ll never be able to fall asleep. I feel like one side of my barbell earring is loose and is going to fall out. I can’t stop trying to tighten it. I messed up one of my nails today and now it’s shorter and uneven. I feel like I need to bite the rest off. I have to be up for work soon. I’m afraid of walking in looking like I spent the night crying into my blankets and having to come up with a fake explanation as to why. I ran out of liquor and I’m worrying about when I’ll ever get any again. I’m worried I’ll wake up and feel like I do right now. I’m worried about myself a lot lately. but I’ll always be more worried about you.